Friends.

Female friends are very important. I have been told about this many times by my friends before, I strongly felt it this time. My husband was (is) totally helpless this time, not only that, he kicked me off from the cliff many times. It was much harder to recover from the shock I got from him than miscarriage. My sadness was blown away by other kind of sadness. I now just hate to get "D & C" surgery after Christmas.
I think I have some mothers excluding my real mother who gave me a birth, here in the USA and in Japan. How lucky I am. Some of them are older than me, some are at the same age as me. Their words from their experiences, concerns, and suggestions comfort me. I always feel I can make mistakes in front of them. I appreciate for having them very much.

I didn't have much energy for sewing because of my pregnancy for a while. Strangely, it came back soon after I miscarried my baby. It might be because I tried to stay myself away from the sadness by sewing. I don't have to think extra things when I am quilting. After I completed one quilt, I got desire to make other things.

Since my friend suggested me to make booties for a baby for sale, I started to search some books for it at library, and online. It would be interesting :-)

Wishing you all have a great Christmas, and happy new year!